SPIT ALL OVER SOMEONE WITH A MOUTHFUL OF MILK IF YOU WANT TO FIND OUT SOMETHING ABOUT HIS PERSONALITY FAST

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currently cannot even look at pictures of denmark without getting weepy

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please do know that if you have an international relationship which doesn't work out then you're at risk of having to cancel an entire country

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Lord I do not miss getting catcalled this much

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A fight about the disgusting sidewalk is not about the disgusting sidewalk

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update: New York is still fucking exhausting. Can't wear flip flops outside your house because every single surface is too disgusting? Come on.

I realize I sound like a bougie tourist to anyone who lives in New York by saying this. I understand, because I lived here for long enough to think that this was bougie tourist talk. It's not. It's us being fucking ground down by shit-tier infrastructure and horrible economic inequality. We (everyone) deserves better and it is absolutely possible because it exists in MANY other places

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Being in Aarhus and Copenhagen and nyc so close back to back is really eye opening. New york has given over so much to cars, it's horrible. You feel like a car could just fucking crash into you at any second, and it's because they really might

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Blankets, dirt, people: the three genders

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There's a lot of things I want to say here rn but they are too personal. If you're reading this plz know that you deserve good things only

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This trip is gonna be the longest and I think most emotionally important vacation of what has been an insane fucking year. I love you so much m I can't wait to hug you and feed you <3

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https://youtu.be/WEQF9U7-VDQ

babe of the abyss, blow the void a kiss, keep an emo bitch on a leash (haha)

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https://youtu.be/5pQIVL3raRM

i don't mean to be rude but i want you wait no fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u

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The feelings. They come, they go. Owwie

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That was supposed to say "if you are a gay *nerd who's exhausted...", but you should do it if you're just a gay too

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If you are a gay who is exhausted with regular social media plz for the love of god just make a tumblr account, give it a month, you will be home

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my parents know i use grindr

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MTA is like "we're gonna raise fares to $3/ride" and the union's like "we will lift the trains off the tracks with our bare hands and throw them in the hudson"

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residents of new york city should unionize on the basis that they live in new york

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the main feeling i have about new york right now is that it is upsetting that the east coast city with the strongest gay gravity is so emotionally exhausting and financially difficult to live in.

if the place with gay gravity was copenhagen-shaped/sized, i would live there.

but america would have to be fundamentally different than it is for that to happen, so yeah

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thankfully i have only positive associations with the block and place and person i'll be staying with

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going back to nyc soon for the first time since moving away and i have no idea how it'll feel

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walking on sand makes every leg muscle you never heard of sore

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"When I started flying for the union, I worried about my mom so that I wouldn't feel guilty for leaving her behind."

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I'm genuinely honored to announce that I just started paying for ad-free tumblr

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Getting what you want fucks you up

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you can't just say amounts of money to your dad

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"why are there so many bottoms and not enough tops???"

everyone wants to die but no one wants to kill. very simple uwu

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you may cringe but i am free :)

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https://justasecond.thoughts.page/#1652064650

i think it's actually just that i've gained fifteen pounds above what i once thought was my "ideal weight" and i now realize is probably a uselessly aspirational eating-disorder adjacent weight that i have in my head because of all the 23-year-old trans women with eating disorders that i'm obsessed with. bigger boobs fatter ass is a win my dude

relevant tweet

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interviewed for a transfer to a different team at my job

team sounds stressful ("they are still putting out fires every day", other comments), i do not want that

asked to retract my application because "sounds like a high-stress team and i am not interested in that". feeling adult and relieved and boundaried

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I think there's way too much poop inside me rn but I'm not sure

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Been feeling really quiet the last few days. It's nice

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A cul-de-sac of angst

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I just think I could benefit a little from some spat milk though you know? A lil test, a lil jolt of truth

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This is also the first day fully to myself I've had in a few weeks though so maybe I should just let myself fuckin have it

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I feel like I've just been trying not to fall asleep for the last 4 hours. Someone pleeeeeease bring the milk

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Experiencing profound ennui. Someone bring the milk I'm ready

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Quiet early morning light streaming through trees out my window may be what keeps me from ever moving back to New York

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my best friend is currently unconscious and receiving a blessed science penis made by an angel. please pray for her

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Hate to admit that I just like girls more

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do not (almost) ever pour your heart out at work

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"lean on", the absolute banger from mø, 2015 songofthefuckingsummer, still has my nomination for best song/worst video combo

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broke: not doing because i don't care

woke: not doing because the doing available to me is a tessellation of a problem

based: not doing because i've chosen not to do

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I pinned all my group chats in signal. A Very Good Move

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There's JUST so MANY people. It's impossible

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I wonder if Copenhagen is a "model city" for new urbanists. Seems like it should be

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Many Danes are plant-havers

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Anyway back to watching vine comps on youtub

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Wow I am extremely fucking sad

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I only purchase female dresses

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ride with ~intention~

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FROG. ON. SNAIL. frogonsnail

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Don't have any jokes in me rn but want to post a thought, so here's my thought:

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massachoober

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Youtube really wants me to visit Qatar. Y'all know I am a faggot come on

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Keep forgetting about the exchange rate and when someone's like "that's gonna be 140" I'm like WHAT THE FUCK oh yeah

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Rly feeling the extent to which I'm trapped behind my own eyes rn

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now is one of them

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actually do hate being a trans woman sometimes. now is not one of them :)

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slow north sunrise

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"fejl" means error, important when failing to scan your rejsekort

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My feeble American legs, save me jesus

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Jutland is so fucking beautiful

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Asking someone on the street for help with something and at first they're surprised but then when they realize you're American they are not surprised and also they're happy to help you and also they're probably wondering wtf you're doing all the way up here in the cold place but they usually don't ask

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Apologizing constantly

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Existential crisis in the grocery store

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The funny dials on every appliance

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A group of people laughing after someone makes a series of sounds that means nothing to you

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All the small things about being in a different country

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Arrival :3

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Århus ✨

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Apparently there's a stereotype among Europeans that Germans can't speak good English

Sat next to a German guy on the plane, tried to coordinate shared use of the empty seat between us, he didn't speak English

Stereotype confirmed

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Copenhagen

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Munich

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Gonnna do a fuggin backflip

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gimme this FUGGIN milk i'll spit it on mySELF

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tonight my coworker said one of the nicest things a coworker has ever said to me

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i am filled with joy :3

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Man Holding Baby

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it is absolutely astounding to me that a bunch of men can be arguing with each other about something and not recognize the degree to which gender is shaping the context of their interaction

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maybe he just needs a mouthful of milk spit on him. do they have milk in the netherlands? is it in bags?

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wishing i could manage to throw away the ridiculous axe i have to grind against the free software guy

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thinkin about girls on the clock

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lookin at girls on the clock

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Entirely different emotional universe, easy and comfortable. There are many futures

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(I'm 32 and also a transsexual)

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Feeling so much better because of course I am. Must be menopause

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"he"

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For many things there is no clear answer and some nights that just ruins me

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Please enjoy my spiral

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New York is fucking ridiculous

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god FUCK where is this feeling coming from

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I know that ultimatums are actually counterproductive, so I won't do this. What I may do instead actually though is message everyone IN THE GROUP CHAT (I am so tired of quiet Protestant pain!!!!) and say "hey, I've asking all of you to go to therapy for years, And none of you have. I'm serious, please go to therapy! If not for you then for me!"

And then probably my mom will react with a heart and my brother and dad won't engage. And then in three months when they haven't gone to therapy, then be like hey so you didn't go to therapy even when I asked really directly, so now im going nc. Please feel free to reach out to me again when you've been going to therapy for three monthz

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Feel overwhelming desire to text my family group chat and tell all of them that I won't talk to any of them again until they've gone to therapy for three months

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Feel horrible. Where tf is this feeling coming from. It's like I've been cranky for a week

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https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shanghainese

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More exhausted than I should be. Hate this for me

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Currently full brain but no thoughts

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Wish I had a thoughts post to post

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